Internet and time.

I got on Instagram last night and did not even realize I was in the room with my husband for maybe 15 minutes. I just zoned out looking a photos. No body at all just a mind... photo... little heart... photo, little heart, ...wow that looks fun...photo little heart.... Look up...husband in recliner, cat passed out on her cardboard covered box. hmmm.

Where does all the time go.

How do I want to use my time?

Okay. So here I am writing on the internet. That may be okay but I find that instead of doing nothing I peak around on Facebook, Instagram, or Pinterest. I think I am looking for connection. Some sign that I matter in this big world. I know I matter to all the little living things that make up me. but what about the world outside of me.

I wonder does a person need to do nothing. Also what about spending time drawing or learning to play the guitar. Or talking to a neighbor.

I am puzzled about time and would love a guide, maybe a person who had wisdom on matters of body and mind and this technological age.



Today I planted a grape. It is a chardonnay. I had to dig up this stubborn root to get it in the ground. I hope it does well. I kind of freak out when bugs appear on my plants.
Heres to being a grown up.